Saturday, October 13, 2012

Waiting is the hardest part

On Monday I handed in a preliminary draft. It's going to need a lot... My advisors let me know that it'd be a couple of weeks until they got back to me.

I dealt with the anxiety of having it in their laps ok for the first two days, but I've been a wreck since Wednesday, not knowing what to do with myself to get away from this feeling of sheer terror that within the next two weeks I will be in receipt of emails containing things I don't want to hear and the panic of "what if" I can't do what they ask of me. Trying to figure out a good way to calm down.