This is an essential ontological debate because it questions my being... and it's a being I'm feeling more and more foreign in as I fight through the veritable jungle of what's been dished out lately armed with kitchen shears and tweezers. Maybe that's my problem- I never know how to accessorize appropriately. I have no concept of the tools required for the task at hand. I have a problem with never knowing the scope or the breadth of something. Knowing what the damage is... Knowing what I actually want as opposed to what I think I want out of the choices available to me. If you don't know what the problem is or what your goal looks like how do you equip yourself appropriately?
Apparently, you don't. You relish in the army of friends and family (and sometimes colleagues and strangers) who came before you. Allow in what seems palatable of their collective experience and you experiment... And wait and see. Experiment your a$$ off... Because honestly, what's your other option?
Accepting saying, 'yes. &?' Letting go of fear. This is how I will exist in this world.
Good volley of emails on a new draft/ new direction for the proposal. I have things to sleep on. Enjoying breathing this in.
