I let someone off the hook. I let them go, I let it slide, I didn't make him explain himself. My big, big push right now has to do with the people in my life possessing a pair. Did I really let him off easily knowing that he's a coward and did something that was absolutely ridiculous? Or did I let myself off the hook by cutting out someone who was potentially toxic? I consider my pair in tact because I didn't chase after. I didn't beg. I stated my case a few days ago, I was placated and then ignored and now I have this open space that I'd kept for him. I'm going to fill it with things that make me feel amazing. I'm meeting with my advisor once a week now with the exception of AERA week. I'm working out my practicum for Bellyfit and I have some lovely little bachelors knocking on the door- who will give me what I need and ask for or be thrown back in.
Enjoying this gorgeous weather and breathing through the stress. ;)
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